bring me smiles

[rlmonroe2005]

so, I finally saw Brian. I was happy the entire time. I wanted to kiss him forever. Sex was downright amazing. He fell asleep in my arms for a while after. Before he left he gave me his xmas gift for me. it was $50. I didn't want it, but he's persuasive. I didn't get a chance to tell him how I feel. I called him after he left. He called me back when he got home. I told him "I just wanted to say thank you, and I love you". He said I was adorable and that he'd call me later. It's better than rejection. I just hope he doesn't think I said it b/c of the money... Oh well, I'll see him on New Years/Eve.

I'm so excited for it!