soooo tiiiiireeed...

[rlia]

in this condition...
it isn't impossible for me to be one sided to the other one...
i don't want to be blamed...

i tried so hard not to do so..
we just don't match each other...
we keep hurting one another...
we blame one another...

and i feel tired...
this tiredness can reach its peak someday...
maybe tomorrow i will feel better
but then the same things will happen again...

i tried to suppress my feelings...but i have limits too...

i'm sorry... i'm really really sorry...
i still hope that day will never come...