Oy...
Things have been piling up like no tomorrow. I have been rushing to complete everything. Its funny how I have to make all these decisions when I have no idea what is going on in my life. Having a military boyfriend is a bitch.
What sucks the most is that I can't talk to Jesse about any of this, because there is no time. So, I kinda have to guess. To even further complicate the problem, I have a second military man in my life, Sean. I still have to wait on him and see what he wants to do. We talked about getting a place in SF together...but I am not sure...that and I think Jesse would be pissed off if I move in with Sean. OY.
So, at the moment, I am in a constant state of confusion. I have no idea what I am doing or where I am going.
What sucks the most is that I can't talk to Jesse about any of this, because there is no time. So, I kinda have to guess. To even further complicate the problem, I have a second military man in my life, Sean. I still have to wait on him and see what he wants to do. We talked about getting a place in SF together...but I am not sure...that and I think Jesse would be pissed off if I move in with Sean. OY.
So, at the moment, I am in a constant state of confusion. I have no idea what I am doing or where I am going.