Right now I'm screaming the loudest scream you'll never here
What the fuck?!!!WTF WTF WTF???!!!!!!!!
Have I screwed up that much,is this like divine punishment for everything I've ever done.'Cus for the most part I'd like to think I never really hurt anyone.Including any of the kids on that fucking bus,because the fucking paramedics fucking said so. I'm still being sued though.By some moneywhoring bitch whose lawyer fucking called my house and fucking badgered my little brother.Who the fuck does that?What the hell kind of person are you to call my house looking for me and scare the shit out of my brother badgering him about everything down to everything short of my underwear preference.Fucking bastard.I told him to call my insurance company, and not to call me unless my agent told him to. I'm fucking tired of this shit.
I need a car.I am not going to bum rides,I'm not going to rearrange my schedule,I'm not going to ask for help running MY errands.
My dad is not going to look at any car that I already chose and priced and am arranging to pay for.He's not going to do anything,because doing nothing has always been what he's done best.
My mom is not going to give me my money.My 1 grand that is in the bank and that is my savings and is my way of dealing with all my above issues because she doesn't want to just because my dad doesn't want to.It's my fucking money. It's my life,they don't wanna do anything great.But don't stop me from handling my shit,I will never be as lazy and unmotivated as they are.Lazy pointless slobs.
I hate people. I hate people who badger and people who sue and people who make excuses and people who won't do and people who lie.
And I hate the fact that some people won't fight.They'll take they're one thing and let it run them over because they think that's best.Because they don't know what it's like to do otherwise,they've never fought for better,just folded to the worst.And lied.Some of us still love you,I'd learn to fight for that before it folds too.Change your condition,I know deep down you want to,everyone does,it's human nature.Even the loneliest saddest most desolate people on some level want something more.Go for it.It's the only way to succeed
I want to explode.I want to scream so loud the brain in my head swells and pops and finally all the stress does it's duty.
But I'm not going to.
Life blows.
But I'm so over that.
And here ends the rant.I feel better now.
-Much Love
Have I screwed up that much,is this like divine punishment for everything I've ever done.'Cus for the most part I'd like to think I never really hurt anyone.Including any of the kids on that fucking bus,because the fucking paramedics fucking said so. I'm still being sued though.By some moneywhoring bitch whose lawyer fucking called my house and fucking badgered my little brother.Who the fuck does that?What the hell kind of person are you to call my house looking for me and scare the shit out of my brother badgering him about everything down to everything short of my underwear preference.Fucking bastard.I told him to call my insurance company, and not to call me unless my agent told him to. I'm fucking tired of this shit.
I need a car.I am not going to bum rides,I'm not going to rearrange my schedule,I'm not going to ask for help running MY errands.
My dad is not going to look at any car that I already chose and priced and am arranging to pay for.He's not going to do anything,because doing nothing has always been what he's done best.
My mom is not going to give me my money.My 1 grand that is in the bank and that is my savings and is my way of dealing with all my above issues because she doesn't want to just because my dad doesn't want to.It's my fucking money. It's my life,they don't wanna do anything great.But don't stop me from handling my shit,I will never be as lazy and unmotivated as they are.Lazy pointless slobs.
I hate people. I hate people who badger and people who sue and people who make excuses and people who won't do and people who lie.
And I hate the fact that some people won't fight.They'll take they're one thing and let it run them over because they think that's best.Because they don't know what it's like to do otherwise,they've never fought for better,just folded to the worst.And lied.Some of us still love you,I'd learn to fight for that before it folds too.Change your condition,I know deep down you want to,everyone does,it's human nature.Even the loneliest saddest most desolate people on some level want something more.Go for it.It's the only way to succeed
I want to explode.I want to scream so loud the brain in my head swells and pops and finally all the stress does it's duty.
But I'm not going to.
Life blows.
But I'm so over that.
And here ends the rant.I feel better now.
-Much Love