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Aug 30, 2007 21:54

So...this wasn't my day at all!! First, because of my stupid Social Sciences teacher, I LOATH him, and he rejected (again) my investigation. He's an ass...but I guess we all have to deal with people like him once or more in our lives. Besides that, my literature exam was extremely easy, and I hope I get a good grade so I can take my german classes (I will!!!).

The only thing that ruined my FUCKING day...was one person, called MOM.

I talked to her during all vacation, I told her I wanted my hair like Meevs, but she always rejected the idea...so today, she got angry I dunno why, and yeah, what happened? Let's release all our anger with the FREAK of the house...who? ME!

She went to my room and told me all her existence problems, she always does, but as always I only said "Yeah, yeah, yeah...of course...aha!" and nothing else happened. Then she went out but got back and said "You know what? I want to tell you this before you keep some hidden illusions deep inside you..." and I though [Oh shit, no....please don't tell me it's about the German course...] And it wasn't, it was something kinda worse...she said "I never wanted you to cut your hair like that guy because of what people would say..." (NOTE: remember she works where I study), I couldn't do anything but laugh with tons of sarcasm and said "I knew that since you denied it for the first time, it's obvious you care more about what people say/think about you, than caring for what I really want!". I don't know why, but she exploded and said "YEAH! AND YOU KNOW WHY!? BECAUSE I DON'T WANT PEOPLE TO SAY, "THERE GOES THE MOTHER OF THE FREAK...OF THE FREAK WITH WEIRD HAIR! I NEVER TOLD YOU THAT BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO HURT YOU!"

She didn't want to hurt me? Bitch, please...That's why I want to study somewhere else! I mean, I want to go to a foreign country or something! Could someone help me please? xD

Anyways, I'm going tomorrow with Clau and tell her I wanna see if the school can help me to get a scholarship somewhere! Germany if I could xD

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Kime! ;3
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