freedom

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Someone asked me once when did I ever feel the most free.
Thats easy, When i flew.
The feeling is indescribable
the feeling of weightlessness, the world and all of its troubles beneath you
and you are in control....(somewhat)
I used to dream that i could fly and have that feeling at all times,
it makes you feel a little closer to god,
To see things from a different perspective,
I remember one time going on a training session with my mothers boyfriend,
I didn't know at the time but he was practicing stalls.
What stalls are is you point the plane at an upward angle and cut the engines.
that is the worst feeling in the world..... falling face first toward the ground..
But after the warning engines sounded for what seemed like forever the engines were cut back on and we were back on track..
until the next stall,
in my life i have flown high, the feeling of weightlessness, closer to god...
but recently due to my own faults i have stalled
i hate this feeling.... falling
Sometimes the Enemy can throw stalls in your life just when you feel that you are flying the highest,
It can be anything, Family, Employment, or just everyday life,
and it seems like a plauge, some sort of incurable ailment that can't be fixed
But there is a remedy,
god has restarted the engines in my life,
and ONCE more has given me a chance to fly and be closer with him.
Someone asked me once when did I ever feel the most free.
Thats easy, When i flew.
I'm flying again
and the feeling is.... indescribable.....