a little rant about my life
good lord it's been a minute since i've posted to livejournal... sorry i guess i got caught up in the myspace crowd.
ok...sooooo what's new? quite a bit.
first of all, i hate my job. loath it in fact. so after crying to my mom a little and bitching to annie a lot, i decided that i need a change.
so i'm moving back to okc in march. yep, coming home with a song in my heart. i love austin, don't get me wrong. i love all that there is to do and all the eccentric places to go. but the only ties i have here is annie and rick. after around 16 months, i realize that i don't have that feeling that this is where i'm meant to stay for a long period of time. and lets face it, i haven't had that much luck with finding a good job. remember that whole dahill shit and jobless debacle. i do. quite vividly. and dell sucks balls. granted it was mainly that i was looking for a sales job and i don't think i'm suited for sales. but still, i've been burned and am looking forward to moving back to okc.
why am i so excited about okc? because
1) i'll be closer to my family... my lil bros, my mom and aj and neena, my cousins and my dad's side of the family
2) i'm going to buy a condo. i'll get to paint the walls and all out decorate the way i want to
3) i'm going to get a masters in education
4) i'm going to (in about 2 years after masters) be a guidance counselor for highschool kids.
5) i haven't lived there in 5 years so it will be like moving to a brand new city, only without the headache of figuring out where everything is... i already know all the streets!
yep. so i'm going to do all of this and more. and i'm super super jazzed about it. like really really happy. and in about a month and a half i get to give the big middle finger to dell home sales and financing. i'll be like, fuck you fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, i'm out. well probably not really. i'll probably just turn in my two weeks, give them my badge, and skip out the door. but in my mind i will surely say all of this. and then never think about any of those stupid fuckfaces again.
but i will be sad about a couple of things
1) not having annie and rick in the same city as me
2) delicious places to eat
3) barton springs in the summertime
but now i'm just sitting at the coffee shop, typing on my shiny new computer which i bought myself for christmas (yes, it is a dell. bah) and waiting for this stupid webpage to download so i can finish a job application. i wish it would hurry up. i'm ready to go home and get into some pjs cuz it's cold and rainy out and that's what you should do when it's cold and rainy.
ok...sooooo what's new? quite a bit.
first of all, i hate my job. loath it in fact. so after crying to my mom a little and bitching to annie a lot, i decided that i need a change.
so i'm moving back to okc in march. yep, coming home with a song in my heart. i love austin, don't get me wrong. i love all that there is to do and all the eccentric places to go. but the only ties i have here is annie and rick. after around 16 months, i realize that i don't have that feeling that this is where i'm meant to stay for a long period of time. and lets face it, i haven't had that much luck with finding a good job. remember that whole dahill shit and jobless debacle. i do. quite vividly. and dell sucks balls. granted it was mainly that i was looking for a sales job and i don't think i'm suited for sales. but still, i've been burned and am looking forward to moving back to okc.
why am i so excited about okc? because
1) i'll be closer to my family... my lil bros, my mom and aj and neena, my cousins and my dad's side of the family
2) i'm going to buy a condo. i'll get to paint the walls and all out decorate the way i want to
3) i'm going to get a masters in education
4) i'm going to (in about 2 years after masters) be a guidance counselor for highschool kids.
5) i haven't lived there in 5 years so it will be like moving to a brand new city, only without the headache of figuring out where everything is... i already know all the streets!
yep. so i'm going to do all of this and more. and i'm super super jazzed about it. like really really happy. and in about a month and a half i get to give the big middle finger to dell home sales and financing. i'll be like, fuck you fuck you, you're cool, fuck you, i'm out. well probably not really. i'll probably just turn in my two weeks, give them my badge, and skip out the door. but in my mind i will surely say all of this. and then never think about any of those stupid fuckfaces again.
but i will be sad about a couple of things
1) not having annie and rick in the same city as me
2) delicious places to eat
3) barton springs in the summertime
but now i'm just sitting at the coffee shop, typing on my shiny new computer which i bought myself for christmas (yes, it is a dell. bah) and waiting for this stupid webpage to download so i can finish a job application. i wish it would hurry up. i'm ready to go home and get into some pjs cuz it's cold and rainy out and that's what you should do when it's cold and rainy.