Lj has changed, when did i not notice?

Dec 18, 2005 15:58

Im t minus about 30 minutes from leaving Orlando and its such a bittersweet feeling. Today i took my last group shower for a while. Tear, and it was really awkard, because my roommate told me he was gonna buy me sandals for Christmas, which was really weird because we kind of hate each other, but not really. You know what I mean. Anyways... yea so we talked int he shower little did i know that his gf slept over last night when i came back to the room. I musta been passed out.

So Bianca's like Ryan your driving cause Im tired, little does she know Im on a book reading schedule. I need to finish this dang thing and then get wasted cause frankly its one of the first books ive ever read. You know what, i dont even think I finished Freid Green Tomatoes, I read up until like the last three chapters and then rented the movie so it is my frist book ever! Harry Potter's the devil, by the by. I like driving though, so while everyone bickers about what to do tonight and who needs to be my chaufeer (sp?) and I get left out in Middleburg while everyone has fun, Ill probably be reading my Dan Brown-ness. So I wrapped some of ya'lls presents, dont think its anything huge, honestly Santa Ryan is on an extremely tight budget this year. But its the thoughts that count, keep that in mind as you open them and go thanx for the *couch* from the dollar store.

For starters, Im hella excited to show my mom the rukus dvd, even though my favorite dance skips and the other four dances are the same exact one, just at different places. But hey, i think she will piss her pants at the thought of me being black and hip-hop like. By the way, I can almost put 40.00 down that on Monday she is defintiely taking it to work and showing all of her co-workers.

I just realized that Boobs has like 1/2 of my clothes. Pooper. My sweatshirt and everything, im excited about it being cold, but i want my cold clothes and i dont really have any except for the same stuff. O well, thats what Christmas is for. Im excited, I called my mom and Rudy and told them when I was coming and they were both out shopping., Its gonna be really weird though cause Alaina is joining in on this Christmas, which has to be extremely weird for her family, but I think her parents are seperated, which actually could be kind of worse. So, it will be me, mom, rudy, hj, aliana, lupito(my uncle), and princess and bella of course. Pj and Kristen are going up to Maryland on Christmas eve and hes never met their rents. Sadly I think last Christmas (when I gave you my heart jk) was the last Christmas we were all gonna be together, tear. I have a feeling that there may be a Christma swedding next year, just a preminiton. And then possibly a summer wedding next year. That makes me really nervous but also excited. I cnat wait till senior yr scramble, whenn i actually may begin to even think about dating but then again I dont. Because honestly, I enjoy the single college life way too much. I may not of been as active in going out and stuff this year just ebcause I have a little bit of higher priorities now but honestly, its great to be surrounded by a group of friends that kind of feel the same way. No one around here really wnats to date until later anyways cause honestly whats the point. All the drama, the cheating, the he said she said bullshizzle. Its not worth it. There are plenty of girls here Ive been interested in having relationships with, but everyone feels the same way, lets be sluts, simply put. And then Im like ok and shes like ok and then walk of shame occurs next morning, omg theyre so much fun! And the later on... if your kool, then maybe. Its really funny how people are portrayed in Greek life. Wait portrayed wrong, thought of within right. The worst thing a guy could ever be called I think is creepy. A... he has no game whatsoever and does anything he possibly can to hook up or B... he is always trying to ask girls to go on dates or give flowers or take them to the movies (somethign these girls just dont really like to do that much). Ive tried everything to steer clear from that term, and Ive done a really great job, I feel. I should get a cookie. Honestly though, its college, I never want to be the one that wasted my years away with that one girl and then come to see that shes not the one and I could of been single all thoruhg college. Now that Im here for 5 years hahahahaha, I can be single for the entire four years and worry about the super senior scramble. I need to pack and Im rambling about nonsense. Peace out... oo i give her sausage!
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