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Work is great. I love the children dispite their increasing urges to destroy me on all levels (biting, boob cranking, kicking, disgusting me, and making me cry with their vulgarity). I also like the money... I'm not above it. For once I can see a time in the near future where I'll be away from my parents house. Only I may be alone in the new place... Which I guess will be ok. It'll have to be.
Derby is great. We've got new girls and they're wonderful. I'm enjoying bonding with ex-boyfriends ex-girlfriends. Strange at first and then completely welcome. Cecilia is pretty much on the team (at least I think so) and i'm looking forward to the mutual ass kickings we will give each other. Its going to be fun. Though I'm living in a constant state of terror because soon the lineup will be announced for the first travel team game and i may not be on it. Which will probably destroy my morale, but I have missed a lot of practices lately (2 or 3 I think. DAMNIT. doesnt seem like a lot, but when you only practice 2 times a week it adds up.) and I'd deserve it for being a slacker. Too bad I wasnt voted in as a wild card. Then i wouldnt have to shit my pants every game over if I'd be able to play. DAMN the wild cards and their ability to play all positions! 22 girls and only 14 allowed on the lineup. mer. It's up to a league vote though.. perhaps I'll bake cookies.
Congrats to Jan! (no she's not pregnant. thankfuck.) Perhaps she'll forgive me for last night and call me back sometime.
hung out with josh for the first time in months. It was good. I missed him so much. I'm stealing one of his pictures and hopefully at some point getting it tattooed on my leg, but I'm too scared to make an appointment with any artist because i'm the angel of death. The last TWO appointments I've had have gotten canceled due to a death in the family. TWO. I think its the blood bank mofia. They've been on me to give blood and they know if I get another tattoo they'll have to wait another year. You've seen their comercials! They're lawless!
On my day off I sit at home in my pjs and stare at the internet. feelin sorry for myself.
Derby is great. We've got new girls and they're wonderful. I'm enjoying bonding with ex-boyfriends ex-girlfriends. Strange at first and then completely welcome. Cecilia is pretty much on the team (at least I think so) and i'm looking forward to the mutual ass kickings we will give each other. Its going to be fun. Though I'm living in a constant state of terror because soon the lineup will be announced for the first travel team game and i may not be on it. Which will probably destroy my morale, but I have missed a lot of practices lately (2 or 3 I think. DAMNIT. doesnt seem like a lot, but when you only practice 2 times a week it adds up.) and I'd deserve it for being a slacker. Too bad I wasnt voted in as a wild card. Then i wouldnt have to shit my pants every game over if I'd be able to play. DAMN the wild cards and their ability to play all positions! 22 girls and only 14 allowed on the lineup. mer. It's up to a league vote though.. perhaps I'll bake cookies.
Congrats to Jan! (no she's not pregnant. thankfuck.) Perhaps she'll forgive me for last night and call me back sometime.
hung out with josh for the first time in months. It was good. I missed him so much. I'm stealing one of his pictures and hopefully at some point getting it tattooed on my leg, but I'm too scared to make an appointment with any artist because i'm the angel of death. The last TWO appointments I've had have gotten canceled due to a death in the family. TWO. I think its the blood bank mofia. They've been on me to give blood and they know if I get another tattoo they'll have to wait another year. You've seen their comercials! They're lawless!
On my day off I sit at home in my pjs and stare at the internet. feelin sorry for myself.