an update because I havent seen friends in many moons.
What I do:
I work. This involves getting pushed around by old people and children mostly...oh and people I used to go to high school with and who now have careers. Man it must be cool to see someone from high school still having to work at a job where name tags and hats are involved....if only the hat were on someone else's head. ::sigh::
I fix the never ending skullfuck known as my car. have it towed...half fixed..towed back.. ect. It runs now though thanks to a new starter and the diligence of Luke.
I skate. I skate like a mutha fuckin machine. Mondays and Wednesdays with the Derby Girls and open skates whenever i'm not busy being harassed, heckled, mocked (you get the picture) at work and I must say... I'm getting pretty damn vicious on wheels. I knew that my love of hurting people would come in handy one day. I've never been happier.
I try to find a new job working with children. WHY? I like em. WHY? Cant really explain it. Its what I want to do. I've applied working with emotionally impaired kids...which was fun because a supremely uptight lady lunged at me and almost screamed "CAN YOU HANDLE PROFANITY FROM CHILDREN? CAN YOU HANDLE BEING ABUSED BOTH VERBALLY PHYSICALLY?" woah.
I figure out ways to move out with Luke. Though that seems a bit impossible considering i'm in poverty. He's not, and I can only imagine how frustrating it must be to wait around for this girl to accumulate a little income.
I miss the days. The days of seeing more than one person at a time.
I play Spite and Malice and delight in a mostly functional relationship.I am thankful that I'm where I am with who I'm with and I forget about the past mistakes and what ifs. No regrets here, just beautiful memories.
I work. This involves getting pushed around by old people and children mostly...oh and people I used to go to high school with and who now have careers. Man it must be cool to see someone from high school still having to work at a job where name tags and hats are involved....if only the hat were on someone else's head. ::sigh::
I fix the never ending skullfuck known as my car. have it towed...half fixed..towed back.. ect. It runs now though thanks to a new starter and the diligence of Luke.
I skate. I skate like a mutha fuckin machine. Mondays and Wednesdays with the Derby Girls and open skates whenever i'm not busy being harassed, heckled, mocked (you get the picture) at work and I must say... I'm getting pretty damn vicious on wheels. I knew that my love of hurting people would come in handy one day. I've never been happier.
I try to find a new job working with children. WHY? I like em. WHY? Cant really explain it. Its what I want to do. I've applied working with emotionally impaired kids...which was fun because a supremely uptight lady lunged at me and almost screamed "CAN YOU HANDLE PROFANITY FROM CHILDREN? CAN YOU HANDLE BEING ABUSED BOTH VERBALLY PHYSICALLY?" woah.
I figure out ways to move out with Luke. Though that seems a bit impossible considering i'm in poverty. He's not, and I can only imagine how frustrating it must be to wait around for this girl to accumulate a little income.
I miss the days. The days of seeing more than one person at a time.
I play Spite and Malice and delight in a mostly functional relationship.I am thankful that I'm where I am with who I'm with and I forget about the past mistakes and what ifs. No regrets here, just beautiful memories.