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as she opening the thick covered book she took a deep breathe, you know, the kind when you dont know if the next step will be life changing
or just an ordinary event
maybe she was looking for a confession, an apology, an explanation, something to satisfy her, because you see that was her life, her life was
always having some sort of emotion to back up her every movement
she had friends, she had a life, but most of the time, she didnt want any part of it, but she loved it, she loved her life
as she read she felt something she knew had been coming for a long time, she felt loss, the same loss she felt at the last funeral she attended, she
she knew this was the end, that the last four years had been put behind her, had been put into words on a page of a book signed by
everyone that helped mold her life
things weren't goign to be the same anymore, everything was changing
just like that funeral, it changed her life, it felt like a piece of heart had been buried at that funeral, everyone says things get better, but that takes
time, time was something she didnt have, she was leaving for college, time was rare at that point in her life
you see when your at a funeral everyone says that your supposed to be happy for them cause there in a better place, she didnt deny that fact,
she denied the fact that your supposed to be happy for the person, when they leave so many loose ends behind,
he was her mentor, someone she always went to, someone she realized she didnt pay enough respect too.
so if going to college and becoming something great was what she was doing, she wasnt going to do it for herself, she was doing it for him
tried a new style of writing ...
hm i gave up french fries for lent
i miss going to church
or just an ordinary event
maybe she was looking for a confession, an apology, an explanation, something to satisfy her, because you see that was her life, her life was
always having some sort of emotion to back up her every movement
she had friends, she had a life, but most of the time, she didnt want any part of it, but she loved it, she loved her life
as she read she felt something she knew had been coming for a long time, she felt loss, the same loss she felt at the last funeral she attended, she
she knew this was the end, that the last four years had been put behind her, had been put into words on a page of a book signed by
everyone that helped mold her life
things weren't goign to be the same anymore, everything was changing
just like that funeral, it changed her life, it felt like a piece of heart had been buried at that funeral, everyone says things get better, but that takes
time, time was something she didnt have, she was leaving for college, time was rare at that point in her life
you see when your at a funeral everyone says that your supposed to be happy for them cause there in a better place, she didnt deny that fact,
she denied the fact that your supposed to be happy for the person, when they leave so many loose ends behind,
he was her mentor, someone she always went to, someone she realized she didnt pay enough respect too.
so if going to college and becoming something great was what she was doing, she wasnt going to do it for herself, she was doing it for him
tried a new style of writing ...
hm i gave up french fries for lent
i miss going to church