a bit more...
Okay so it's been a couple of days. *deep breath* He fucking FREAKED when I told him. It was more or less the reaction I expected. I do understand why he's upset, but still....I did NOT need to be crying the way I was when he was freaking out. He wasn't helping.
We haven't told my mum yet. We're trying to figure out the right time to tell her. I'm thinking on Easter this Sunday when everyone will be there....get it all done at once right? He said he doesn't want anyone to know...which is dumb. So the people at work that know, can't let him know that they know. Whatever. Once my mum knows I deffo won't be hiding it. I just need to figure out how to let it out.......
Don't get me wrong, we're happy. This is just going to be really really REALLY hard. Luckily he's getting more hours at work now. And he said we're getting married. MARRIED! That bombshell fucked my head up. Damn.
And dude....guys!!!! My boobs are KILLING me. UGH! They are so freakin sore right now and it's only three weeks. It's going to be fun......
We haven't told my mum yet. We're trying to figure out the right time to tell her. I'm thinking on Easter this Sunday when everyone will be there....get it all done at once right? He said he doesn't want anyone to know...which is dumb. So the people at work that know, can't let him know that they know. Whatever. Once my mum knows I deffo won't be hiding it. I just need to figure out how to let it out.......
Don't get me wrong, we're happy. This is just going to be really really REALLY hard. Luckily he's getting more hours at work now. And he said we're getting married. MARRIED! That bombshell fucked my head up. Damn.
And dude....guys!!!! My boobs are KILLING me. UGH! They are so freakin sore right now and it's only three weeks. It's going to be fun......