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Sacramento has been amazing. Even though it's hotter than hell and can be really ghetto in certain parts, this is the first time in YEARS that I have been stress-free on a day to day basis. It's a refreshing start with a new school, new job, new friends. I definitely miss the few friends back home though :(
CATEY'S VISITING NEXT WEEKEND YES!
I have a new phone number, it'll be activated in a few days after my old contract is finished. I'm not going to post it on here for fear that certain people still lurk on my livejournal. The harassment has stopped, but I'm not going to open any doors for it to happen again.. But yeah, just letting you all know! I'll text it to everyone in my phonebook.
I still feel all weird from that. I feel like anyone who was acquainted with Jamela now has to dislike me because of a ton of drama. I don't really know where I stand with anyone I was friendly with before shit hit the fan (because I know how word spreads around). What blows is that she talked major shit about every single girl in her "group".. her best friend even. Pretty malicious stuff sometimes.. Probably about me too. If you know her, it's a guarantee something has been said. Yet I still feel like I'm the ultimate scapegoat for getting fed up with everything and ending the friendship. It's just interesting.
I shouldn't care what people say or think.
I feel like I've done a good job at taking the trash out, in my life. I'm far enough away from my dad so that he can't go psycho on me, but close enough to keep the peace. I have eliminated all toxic friends. I found an awesome non-profit company to work for with awesome perks. Ryan and I have never been happier and everyday I am thankful that we overcame our obstacles. Not too shabby :)
How is everyone?? As far as school, work, and other stuff goes. Let me hear it!
CATEY'S VISITING NEXT WEEKEND YES!
I have a new phone number, it'll be activated in a few days after my old contract is finished. I'm not going to post it on here for fear that certain people still lurk on my livejournal. The harassment has stopped, but I'm not going to open any doors for it to happen again.. But yeah, just letting you all know! I'll text it to everyone in my phonebook.
I still feel all weird from that. I feel like anyone who was acquainted with Jamela now has to dislike me because of a ton of drama. I don't really know where I stand with anyone I was friendly with before shit hit the fan (because I know how word spreads around). What blows is that she talked major shit about every single girl in her "group".. her best friend even. Pretty malicious stuff sometimes.. Probably about me too. If you know her, it's a guarantee something has been said. Yet I still feel like I'm the ultimate scapegoat for getting fed up with everything and ending the friendship. It's just interesting.
I shouldn't care what people say or think.
I feel like I've done a good job at taking the trash out, in my life. I'm far enough away from my dad so that he can't go psycho on me, but close enough to keep the peace. I have eliminated all toxic friends. I found an awesome non-profit company to work for with awesome perks. Ryan and I have never been happier and everyday I am thankful that we overcame our obstacles. Not too shabby :)
How is everyone?? As far as school, work, and other stuff goes. Let me hear it!