headache and depressed sounds like a holiday to me

Jul 04, 2007 22:42

Today started out lovely. I was rudely awakened today but the crazy guy across the street using his weedwhacket at 6:30 AM!! I want to yell out the window but i couldnt get the energy. SO I went to the restroom and laid back down. I eventually fell back asleep when he went to the front of his property. So I fall asleep and have a lovely dream involving Prince William..Dont even ask where my mind came up with that one. So I wake up around 9 and get stuff together and then went the parents house for dinner. Ate came back to the apt. then went to the fireworks in Kirby Park where we sat next to a girl who had to be 17 with a 2 year old. The funny part is that the little boy decided to sit next to me the whole time and not his mother. i thought that was funny. so after the fireworks, leslie and i see fireworks in front of our church. so we drive to the parking lot and watch thigns there. it was quite entertaining.
But I did have a headache all day...but I had no control over that one.
Usually fireworks are fun but today made me totally depressed.
And I have no clue how i was able to relate not finding a guy yet to fireworks. everyone tells me that I have time but you know as soon as I graduated from college, I think to myself, Why havent I found someone yhet?? I mean I am only 23 years old but it seems that my life just seems out of whack. I pray every night that I am patient for someone and that God actually brings this person to my attention with like waving arms and screaming so I dont miss him. I guess it is just going to take more patience. But it still was depressing.
ok i am done.
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