Might be Madness
I use to write a lot when I had something on my mind. I am trying to pick up the habit again.
You know we all searching for something more. where can we find it why do we look. Do not get me wrong I found Jesus and God & I am following what they have for me. Which is why I am here in Tulsa. Yet my heart still beat, cries, yearns, screams that I am looking a deeper more meaningful existance.
I am not the first with this mind set nor the last. As a matter of fact the more I talk to people about it the more they agree with me. The 9 to 5, the normal weekend movie and hang out, I am so done! People talk about changing there lives or finding love that they never known. More! I say there is even more than that.
I am talking about an existance where our jobs make us excited. An existance where our relationship with God is and every second event. A life where there is meaning, hope and power, that just over flows and consumes everything and everyone around us. Something that people want to be a part of and bring to others. That is my life, my faith, my walk my dream with God and I am out here to find that divine spark that will set in motion. You know the one that will start the fuse and encompass our universe.
When I find it, that is when the world will change maybe just a single person at a time, but that is enough. As this idea, maniphesto, destiny whatever it is that keeps hounding me I know I will get closer to solving this mystery. Till like Moses I stand before the God of all and hear him whispers in love to me.
What is he talking about? Is he mad or insane? Perhaps I am, but some of you can feel it too. It is in your veins like a poison consuming you. Its like a fever causing the blood to burn. It is a thought you can not escape. A revolution in the making. And as the wave begins to grow there I will me atop riding it heralding its coming. Like John the Baptist made way for the Lord, so that is also my desire.
Am I crazy? Maybe but in all the right ways.
You know we all searching for something more. where can we find it why do we look. Do not get me wrong I found Jesus and God & I am following what they have for me. Which is why I am here in Tulsa. Yet my heart still beat, cries, yearns, screams that I am looking a deeper more meaningful existance.
I am not the first with this mind set nor the last. As a matter of fact the more I talk to people about it the more they agree with me. The 9 to 5, the normal weekend movie and hang out, I am so done! People talk about changing there lives or finding love that they never known. More! I say there is even more than that.
I am talking about an existance where our jobs make us excited. An existance where our relationship with God is and every second event. A life where there is meaning, hope and power, that just over flows and consumes everything and everyone around us. Something that people want to be a part of and bring to others. That is my life, my faith, my walk my dream with God and I am out here to find that divine spark that will set in motion. You know the one that will start the fuse and encompass our universe.
When I find it, that is when the world will change maybe just a single person at a time, but that is enough. As this idea, maniphesto, destiny whatever it is that keeps hounding me I know I will get closer to solving this mystery. Till like Moses I stand before the God of all and hear him whispers in love to me.
What is he talking about? Is he mad or insane? Perhaps I am, but some of you can feel it too. It is in your veins like a poison consuming you. Its like a fever causing the blood to burn. It is a thought you can not escape. A revolution in the making. And as the wave begins to grow there I will me atop riding it heralding its coming. Like John the Baptist made way for the Lord, so that is also my desire.
Am I crazy? Maybe but in all the right ways.