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rizen

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Dec 10, 2007 20:21

So, it's been a little over a year now since my relationship with Lori came crashing down, and I'm in a bit of a mood for ruminating ( Read more... )

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The Unappreciative chud usagi_moon December 11 2007, 05:27:37 UTC

Oh man.........

Lets' see.

All my relationships, pretty muched sucked ass.

1st Boyfriend EVIL EX FROM HELL whose death I hope is slow and painful. For one......how I knew it was going to be over. He liked hitting me a lot, and I put up with it because he shattered my self esteem, and I gave him that power because I was 18 and chubby, and felt like an ugly shit that no one would ever want to fuck.

The recent Ex. Oh man.....I hate that fucker so much.
He manipulated me, made me feel inferior to him, manipulated my friends, and of course members of XGR for sympathy, then when he got me, he kept talking shit.

CLICK TO SEE ME AND EX OLD PIC APRIL 2006The thing is, the whole I was with him, I wasn't happy. I think I let im buy my love.....and I let him manipulate me that marriage, kids, surburban life with a picket fence is what I watned to be mature, but in reality its not what I want, and he was always trying to fix me. He always had a way of making me feel like i was never good enough for him, saying shit like "I don't want to ( ... )

maedb December 11 2007, 07:38:15 UTC

This is a doozy question with no real answers. So (of course) I clicked on it right away in an effort to sort it all out. LOL ( ... )

rizen December 11 2007, 07:45:57 UTC

Actually, it was a good deal of help. Thanks.

usagi_moon December 11 2007, 09:26:40 UTC

HEY! I commented too. :P read it pleas.

rizen December 11 2007, 19:04:39 UTC

Yes, you did. And I lacked the concentration at midnight to be able to comprehend it. :-P

xora_reyn December 11 2007, 17:38:49 UTC

I have had three very significant relationships in my life ( ... )

rizen December 11 2007, 19:05:22 UTC

It's not so much that I'm in a hurry as it is that I'm trying to understand how the last one ended, so that I can be more prepared in the future.

xora_reyn December 11 2007, 19:18:30 UTC

That may not come to you for a while. At the time I never understood why the 1st relationship ended. I loved him. I hurt like hell when it was over. Which is what made me jump into the 2nd relationship. It wasn't until a couple of years ago that I understood why it ended, and why it needed to end.