and there's reason to believe
update: nothing is happening. i spent two weeks in seattle. now i'm back in olympia. must register the hearse. must find job. must find new home. must read liberry books.
olympia sucks so bad, KRS is moving to NYC. how fucked up is that? first the brewery, and now this.
why do people like me when i'm obviously a bad person? why is the flow of time different for me? why am i still here when i should clearly be over there with them? how can i be this upset about being misunderstood when i should just totally not care anymore? why do i dislike strangers so much? when some things get better, does it require that other things get worse? is this all there is ever gonna be? how can i get my heart and my mind to compromise, to come to an agreement both can live with? what's the fucking point of this whole stupid thing?
there's your update. go have a beer.
olympia sucks so bad, KRS is moving to NYC. how fucked up is that? first the brewery, and now this.
why do people like me when i'm obviously a bad person? why is the flow of time different for me? why am i still here when i should clearly be over there with them? how can i be this upset about being misunderstood when i should just totally not care anymore? why do i dislike strangers so much? when some things get better, does it require that other things get worse? is this all there is ever gonna be? how can i get my heart and my mind to compromise, to come to an agreement both can live with? what's the fucking point of this whole stupid thing?
there's your update. go have a beer.