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There's something unique and even a little bit fun about being crazy. Not all the time, but once in a while, I wouldn't give this up for the world. It makes me a little bit special, a little bit different from everybody else. The label frees me from having to try too hard to be normal; I know there's something wrong, so there's no reason to mask it. When I'm with other people that know, there's even less reason. Oh, Alice is sitting there alone staring off into space? It's because she's crazy!
I wish I knew what it was like to feel normal. I wonder if people with other chronic diseases wonder how it feels like to be healthy.
I made an appointment with the psychiatrist and the psychologist. I think I'm going to cave and try medication. I don't have time for psychotherapy, and the psychologist is ridiculously difficult to book appointments with. When will I have time to see a psychologist while I'm on rotations anyways? Might as well just pop a pill daily. And just in case Rockstar and I break up, at least I'll be stabilized first.
Ha.
I wish I knew what it was like to feel normal. I wonder if people with other chronic diseases wonder how it feels like to be healthy.
I made an appointment with the psychiatrist and the psychologist. I think I'm going to cave and try medication. I don't have time for psychotherapy, and the psychologist is ridiculously difficult to book appointments with. When will I have time to see a psychologist while I'm on rotations anyways? Might as well just pop a pill daily. And just in case Rockstar and I break up, at least I'll be stabilized first.
Ha.