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I want to get married. I want to be a beautiful bride. With bridesmaids in beautiful dresses. And a big party with my whole family there. It will be beautiful.
I want to have a baby. I want to be a mother. I want a little baby to know Im its mother. To look at me, with big, loving eyes. It will be beautiful.
I want to be successful. To have a career. To feel financially secure, to provide my baby with everything it needs.
I cant see these things anymore.
A few months ago I saw them so clear. I could almost touch them.
You took them away.
I have no more hope. No more trust. No more calm.
I want to have a baby. I want to be a mother. I want a little baby to know Im its mother. To look at me, with big, loving eyes. It will be beautiful.
I want to be successful. To have a career. To feel financially secure, to provide my baby with everything it needs.
I cant see these things anymore.
A few months ago I saw them so clear. I could almost touch them.
You took them away.
I have no more hope. No more trust. No more calm.