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What am I doing?
I'm all alone... and its really depressing...
It's so hard to sleep by yourself when you're used to someone holding you.
It's also pathetic, because he'll be back tomorrow. But even my cats are acting strange. and clinging to me, and scratching me by climbing all over my back. Ow.
I have so much work to do. I'm so tired.
Constantly tired.
Constantly never getting anything done. I half cleaned my apartment. I have half of my arrangement project done. I have half of my cultures project done. I have none of my analysis project done.. or started.
I feel like a failure.
and i am missing old times. like an idiot.
I'm all alone... and its really depressing...
It's so hard to sleep by yourself when you're used to someone holding you.
It's also pathetic, because he'll be back tomorrow. But even my cats are acting strange. and clinging to me, and scratching me by climbing all over my back. Ow.
I have so much work to do. I'm so tired.
Constantly tired.
Constantly never getting anything done. I half cleaned my apartment. I have half of my arrangement project done. I have half of my cultures project done. I have none of my analysis project done.. or started.
I feel like a failure.
and i am missing old times. like an idiot.