Adia is using me as a jungle gym.
I have 3 huge projects to finish, and I can't concentrate for the life of me. Inside I have motivation, outside I have no energy...
If I just finish 3 projects, I would be done with my semester... Why can't I just do them?
Because I am being a perfectionist. I cannot be expected to do a perfect job on this arranging project, but I just keep deleting everything I do and starting over... this can't be good.
This is really stressing me out.
And Aunt Dora might be very very sick which is really stressing me out... I called in to work last night, didn't go to piano today for the most part... I can't imaging what will happen if she is as sick as she could be... it feels like Aunt Rosie, except I can't even go see her.
Here I am, saying I can't get anything done, and writing in here...
I guess its good to get things off your chest sometimes...
If I just finish 3 projects, I would be done with my semester... Why can't I just do them?
Because I am being a perfectionist. I cannot be expected to do a perfect job on this arranging project, but I just keep deleting everything I do and starting over... this can't be good.
This is really stressing me out.
And Aunt Dora might be very very sick which is really stressing me out... I called in to work last night, didn't go to piano today for the most part... I can't imaging what will happen if she is as sick as she could be... it feels like Aunt Rosie, except I can't even go see her.
Here I am, saying I can't get anything done, and writing in here...
I guess its good to get things off your chest sometimes...