now shes feeling more alone than she ever has before

[rizagirl]

i wonder what everyone would think if they cared to know me anymore. just for curiosity's sake. i dont know why i dwell so much.i think its time i stop. its not even like i miss old times. i just miss having times.maybe the new job will help. at least to feel people around. they seem interested in me. and they seem interesting enough.
its time to forget and stop feeling regret for things that i had no control of
its time to stop feeling like this.