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i guess i'll go practice and go to choir. maybe i'll just practice.
you only realize how horrible losing contact with your family is when something terrible happens.
i havent talked to my dad in probably a month. and he hasnt tried to call. and every time i do i say the same thing. im so busy im sorry i havent called you. and he says the same thing. i know you're a busy girl. followed by maybe a five minute conversation and then. well, i have lots of stuff to do, lets tiff you and me all go for dinner sometime when you're free. i know this great place. and we never go.
im awaiting the day i get a phone call that will make me the worst person in the world. because i've lost contact with him. and all hope for a real relationship.
i dont know how to try anymore
but now reality really hits hard
15 years old.
15 years old.
and all i can remember is when we were all little.
this has been a very, very sad week. and its not going to get better.
you only realize how horrible losing contact with your family is when something terrible happens.
i havent talked to my dad in probably a month. and he hasnt tried to call. and every time i do i say the same thing. im so busy im sorry i havent called you. and he says the same thing. i know you're a busy girl. followed by maybe a five minute conversation and then. well, i have lots of stuff to do, lets tiff you and me all go for dinner sometime when you're free. i know this great place. and we never go.
im awaiting the day i get a phone call that will make me the worst person in the world. because i've lost contact with him. and all hope for a real relationship.
i dont know how to try anymore
but now reality really hits hard
15 years old.
15 years old.
and all i can remember is when we were all little.
this has been a very, very sad week. and its not going to get better.