In which CJ relives her experience with a jerk aka IGNORE THIS
Hey jerk, ya you! Stupid jerk :/
I didn't say any of the stuff in the bold. But I thought it while I was reading this message
(From le jerko)
~Ugh. I am sorry. May we still be friends?
How can I make it up to you. :(
Of the one I liked so deeply. U.
(If you really liked me you wouldn't have fooled around with another girl >___>)
Please hear me out correctly CJ. I am deeply ashamed to have done what I have. I am sorry. I would never do anything like this.
(But you did anyways so technically you just lied right there)
And I didn't use my head or think. I know sorry is not enough to just say. And I hope that deep down inside you see the guy I really am.
(A stupid boy who thought he could be a player?)
Not the guy who slipped up and was dirty with a friend or who started hitting on your friend.
(Well sorry but I'm going to keep thinking of you like that)
I am not that man.
(You are! LIAR!)
And I'm sorry I slipped and let what I want get in the way.
(You're just sorry because I caught you before anything serious happened between us)
But that is not how you make a relationship.
(Well obviously!)
I know you will probably hate me. Idk how long you will. And I just hope you put faith in me to make this right so we can be friends. I never meant for this to happen.
I apologize for the behavior that I have exhibited the past two months. And wish so badly to take it back. I have never hurt a girl ever.
(You hurt that girl you fooled around with...or she said that but was just trying to get sympathy from me considering how you two are acting at the current moment)
And I goofed up
And let my selfishness get in the way. I hope you are reading this CJ. And I'm deeply sorry for hurting you in the way that I did.
(I'm not hurt. I'm a little ticked off that you are assuming that you hurt me :/ I just told you I was disappointed in you due to your sleazy actions)
And I want to ask for a second chance to be friends with you.
(My reply: I just realized you did this stuff and you had the audacity to ask me on a date and to be your girl)
~I'm deeply sorry CJ. :( I let what I wanted control me instead of trying to focus all what I had going. I never seem to slow down and I always force the relationship. Never had a gf and let that get in the way
(SO?! Just because you didn't have a gf before doesn't excuse this behavior!!)
I should've been happy with what I had with you. But instead I did someone and hurt my friends.
(You didn't hurt us, just made us disgusted with your actions)
(blah blah he continues talking about how he's sorry and how he really liked me >__>)
~Because of the rate it was going at. I thought at times it would work out and wish I would've just hung in there but I got selfish and went to look for what I wanted.
(I ask him to just tell me the truth and if he's really been doing this for that long)
Well. Never been in a relationship and was eager to get one in college.
(Again with that stupid excuse :/)
But didn't really like like anyone till I met you.
(You liked me so much that you lost your virginity to a girl that you didn't really like. Bravo)
And I understand why you were taking it slow. Then Xmas break came. And I started to miss you a lot and so I messed with Catie to get you off my mind.
(My friends and I think that's really fucked up)
Then school started back up. I still messed with her cause she like me.
(STILL! Yeesh boy you are just >__> ugh I don't know)
Then there was our date.
(If only I had known you were doing all these nasty things. If only. GAH! You didn't even take me on a proper date!!!)
I slowly stopped messing with Catie after our date.
(Meaning that you didn't go all out with your webcam sex and rendezvous in bed. Fantastic)
Then you said you wanted to be friends.
(Because you were a spineless, clingy mofo)
And then I started to talk to Diana. I got carried away with myself. And then tried to start off new with Veronica but she knows so I don't like anyone right now. Trying to learn from my mistake and move on.
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Well that's good. Learn from your mistake because this is going to haunt you. I'm not going to actively tell every girl you date what you did because that would make me a vindictive bitch but I hope the guilt eats away at you D:<
Stop trying to text me and talk with me!!!
I didn't say any of the stuff in the bold. But I thought it while I was reading this message
(From le jerko)
~Ugh. I am sorry. May we still be friends?
How can I make it up to you. :(
Of the one I liked so deeply. U.
(If you really liked me you wouldn't have fooled around with another girl >___>)
Please hear me out correctly CJ. I am deeply ashamed to have done what I have. I am sorry. I would never do anything like this.
(But you did anyways so technically you just lied right there)
And I didn't use my head or think. I know sorry is not enough to just say. And I hope that deep down inside you see the guy I really am.
(A stupid boy who thought he could be a player?)
Not the guy who slipped up and was dirty with a friend or who started hitting on your friend.
(Well sorry but I'm going to keep thinking of you like that)
I am not that man.
(You are! LIAR!)
And I'm sorry I slipped and let what I want get in the way.
(You're just sorry because I caught you before anything serious happened between us)
But that is not how you make a relationship.
(Well obviously!)
I know you will probably hate me. Idk how long you will. And I just hope you put faith in me to make this right so we can be friends. I never meant for this to happen.
I apologize for the behavior that I have exhibited the past two months. And wish so badly to take it back. I have never hurt a girl ever.
(You hurt that girl you fooled around with...or she said that but was just trying to get sympathy from me considering how you two are acting at the current moment)
And I goofed up
And let my selfishness get in the way. I hope you are reading this CJ. And I'm deeply sorry for hurting you in the way that I did.
(I'm not hurt. I'm a little ticked off that you are assuming that you hurt me :/ I just told you I was disappointed in you due to your sleazy actions)
And I want to ask for a second chance to be friends with you.
(My reply: I just realized you did this stuff and you had the audacity to ask me on a date and to be your girl)
~I'm deeply sorry CJ. :( I let what I wanted control me instead of trying to focus all what I had going. I never seem to slow down and I always force the relationship. Never had a gf and let that get in the way
(SO?! Just because you didn't have a gf before doesn't excuse this behavior!!)
I should've been happy with what I had with you. But instead I did someone and hurt my friends.
(You didn't hurt us, just made us disgusted with your actions)
(blah blah he continues talking about how he's sorry and how he really liked me >__>)
~Because of the rate it was going at. I thought at times it would work out and wish I would've just hung in there but I got selfish and went to look for what I wanted.
(I ask him to just tell me the truth and if he's really been doing this for that long)
Well. Never been in a relationship and was eager to get one in college.
(Again with that stupid excuse :/)
But didn't really like like anyone till I met you.
(You liked me so much that you lost your virginity to a girl that you didn't really like. Bravo)
And I understand why you were taking it slow. Then Xmas break came. And I started to miss you a lot and so I messed with Catie to get you off my mind.
(My friends and I think that's really fucked up)
Then school started back up. I still messed with her cause she like me.
(STILL! Yeesh boy you are just >__> ugh I don't know)
Then there was our date.
(If only I had known you were doing all these nasty things. If only. GAH! You didn't even take me on a proper date!!!)
I slowly stopped messing with Catie after our date.
(Meaning that you didn't go all out with your webcam sex and rendezvous in bed. Fantastic)
Then you said you wanted to be friends.
(Because you were a spineless, clingy mofo)
And then I started to talk to Diana. I got carried away with myself. And then tried to start off new with Veronica but she knows so I don't like anyone right now. Trying to learn from my mistake and move on.
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Well that's good. Learn from your mistake because this is going to haunt you. I'm not going to actively tell every girl you date what you did because that would make me a vindictive bitch but I hope the guilt eats away at you D:<
Stop trying to text me and talk with me!!!