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So, I am feeling very intensely right now. It is odd. The only way I can truly describe it is that I am lonely, but I I just want to be alone. It is a very odd feeling. The lyrics at the end of the post (under the cut) don't really work, but if you squint your brain and tilt your head they go along with what I am feeling...
Electronics is going well, I'm still feeling a little overwhelmed, but that's mostly because they didn't really train me, they just were like, here ya go...and every once in a while would give me an instruction. My first day the first couple hours I spent putting up holiday risers over stationary (which is right across from electronics) for our overstock stuff. And also, sometime in the second half of the day it was either seven or nine, I don't remember which people started leaving at the end of their shift (we are currently in a zero overtime policy) and Billy was at the front of the store, and Carrie had just gone to lunch, and I was left with both sets of keys, and the only one on the salesfloor in electronics...it was exciting, I freaked for about five minutes, and then realized that I needed help, and so I made my very first page in the six and a half-ish months that I have been at Wal-Mart...But overall work is good.
But life sucks, and I don't exactly know why. Part of that has to do with dropping out of school because I was stupid. I don't really feel like explaining how I was stupid, because it just makes me feel worse. I cried the day I went through the process...but yeah...
Good-bye...
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I love you so
Much more when you're not here
Watchin all the bad shows
Drinking all of my beer
I don't believe Adam and Eve
Spent every goddamn day together
If you give me some room there will be room enough for two
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one ***kin' hour
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin off the phone
Leave me the ***k alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
Why can't I just have it both ways
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
I wish you knew the difference
Go away
Come back
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I'm tired
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Electronics is going well, I'm still feeling a little overwhelmed, but that's mostly because they didn't really train me, they just were like, here ya go...and every once in a while would give me an instruction. My first day the first couple hours I spent putting up holiday risers over stationary (which is right across from electronics) for our overstock stuff. And also, sometime in the second half of the day it was either seven or nine, I don't remember which people started leaving at the end of their shift (we are currently in a zero overtime policy) and Billy was at the front of the store, and Carrie had just gone to lunch, and I was left with both sets of keys, and the only one on the salesfloor in electronics...it was exciting, I freaked for about five minutes, and then realized that I needed help, and so I made my very first page in the six and a half-ish months that I have been at Wal-Mart...But overall work is good.
But life sucks, and I don't exactly know why. Part of that has to do with dropping out of school because I was stupid. I don't really feel like explaining how I was stupid, because it just makes me feel worse. I cried the day I went through the process...but yeah...
Good-bye...
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I love you so
Much more when you're not here
Watchin all the bad shows
Drinking all of my beer
I don't believe Adam and Eve
Spent every goddamn day together
If you give me some room there will be room enough for two
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
I don't wanna wake up with another
But I don't wanna always wake up with you either
No you can't hop into my shower
All I ask for is one ***kin' hour
You taste so sweet
But I can't eat the same thing every day
Cuttin off the phone
Leave me the ***k alone
Tomorrow I'll be beggin' you to come home
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
Why can't I just have it both ways
Go away
Come back
Go away
Come back
I wish you knew the difference
Go away
Come back
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Tonight
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
I'm tired
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely tonight
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
I'm tired
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Leave me alone I'm lonely
Alone I'm lonely
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you
Tonight
Go away
Give me a chance to miss you
Say goodbye
It'll make me want to kiss you