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AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ok, I just needed to get that off my brain. I could scream right now, because I hate money so fucking much!!! So, I paid NNU my entire, that's right, my entire paycheck, to pay what I owed on my perkins loan so that I could get registered. And now I have to get confirmed, which basically I need to go make arrangement for payment. Which means that I need to get my FAFSA submitted asap, so that I can go talk to Wes, and yeah...*rips head off*
So, I need to email my mom, but I needed to release a little bit of frustration first. I'm not sure that this helped, because mostly I am frustrated with myself. Actually, it isn't so much frustration as rage bordering on hatred at this moment, which makes my heart hurt, and makes me feel like crying and giving up all at the same time. And it is all my fucking fault.
So, I need to email my mom, but I needed to release a little bit of frustration first. I'm not sure that this helped, because mostly I am frustrated with myself. Actually, it isn't so much frustration as rage bordering on hatred at this moment, which makes my heart hurt, and makes me feel like crying and giving up all at the same time. And it is all my fucking fault.