Unpacking...
Which for some reason, amounts to boxes and stuff all over my room. Why do I have so much stuff? Why do I have so much stuff? Its stuff I don't technically even need or want but for some reason feel compelled to hold onto and shove into the back of one closet and then move it to the next. Unpacking does not make me happy. Particularly when I know I will just have to do it again in about two months time.
I can leave some stuff to stay here in Portland, at my parents house (when they get one) but that doesn't necessarily make me happy either. Technically I am supposed to be independent. But I'm not really. Like, at all. Okay, getting more so, but still.
Anyway, went shopping with my sister today. Didn't find anything for me, but that's okay 'cause at the moment, I have no income. Tomorrow I get to start gathering applications and applying for jobs. *Sigh*
Okay, feeling a bit lonely and depressed right now, honestly, but trying to pretend I'm not. Umm... happy things. Got an email that I was hoping for. Saw my brother and Gavin. Didn't get to go play in the hot tub because there was a thunderstorm, but there was a thunderstorm... Saw a house being moved down the street, that was interesting.
I can leave some stuff to stay here in Portland, at my parents house (when they get one) but that doesn't necessarily make me happy either. Technically I am supposed to be independent. But I'm not really. Like, at all. Okay, getting more so, but still.
Anyway, went shopping with my sister today. Didn't find anything for me, but that's okay 'cause at the moment, I have no income. Tomorrow I get to start gathering applications and applying for jobs. *Sigh*
Okay, feeling a bit lonely and depressed right now, honestly, but trying to pretend I'm not. Umm... happy things. Got an email that I was hoping for. Saw my brother and Gavin. Didn't get to go play in the hot tub because there was a thunderstorm, but there was a thunderstorm... Saw a house being moved down the street, that was interesting.