Nov 24, 2006 07:16
happy thanksgiving...
I had a good one, hope everyone else did too. I ate a lot of food and had an alright amount of sex and slept a lot. Justin and I got up at like noon, had sex, watched a movie, had dinner, took a nap and watched a movie, had sex, ate some more, back to bed to watch tv, then to sonic for a peanutbutter malt and then back to bed for another movie and then I took him home and now I'm about to go to sleep.
I played the exclusivity card last night, but not the girlfriend one. I said "I'm worried that when you go home for christmas you are going to sleep with someone else." He said "who would I sleep with?" and I said "I don't know, whoever it is that you sleep with when you go home" and he said "well anyone back home who is interested in having sex with me is in a relationship right now so I wouldn't worry if I were you." I said something to the affect of wanting us to be exclusive and not being evloved enough to share him and not be jealous. He said he felt the same way really. After a long pause I said "are you agreeing to being exclusive because there isn't any other serious opportunity or do you actually like me and want to be exclusive." He growled and said "you worry too much, why?" I said "because I've been hurt a lot. Answer the question." He, of course, said it was because he liked me etc. It would have been dumb to say otherwise.
Then I started to bring up the girlfriend boyfriend thing but he shot me down before I got a word out with "I think relationships are stupid and I'm too broken to..." something. I don't remember because I said "you have to get over it and move on" to which he said "ugh, don't tell me what to do." And I said "I'm not, I'm telling you what I did." Or something. Its foggy. I was really sick when the whole conversation took place. Regardless, it ended well and we curled up and fell asleep because I was too sick and tired to have sex.
I woke up to puked my guts out a few hours later and felt better, but not great. Justin got me some crackers and a pedialite and laid with me until I was better. It was really strange because I wasn't super hung over, I couldn't have been because I hadn't had much to drink at all. I just felt horrible.
Anyway. I'm tired. I was sleeping for a little bit, but Justin woke me to drive him home. I was pissy about it, mostly because I sleep better underneath him than I do on my own.
I have got to buy a better bed, by the way. My bed is killing me, seriously... it hurts my back and I don't sleep very well... lame... totally lame.