shes suddenly beautiful
my bed is so warm and comfy
all it is missing is someone to cuddle
someone to cuddle me
but im greedy to want human contact in this way alot of late
in the last few years i have changed alot. I am happier with cudding in bed. Sleeping next to someone was always hard. and if we were touching it was nigh on impossible. Its easier now and i must admit this is a good thing. I am however a lot bigger on personal space than i was. I am hot as huggy as most of my freinds. There are a rare few that i can relax in the arms of. Its not somehing i really have control over either. I think trust comes into it alot but there is more to it than that, Odd really considering the circles i move in seem very cuddly. With a couple of noticab;e exceptions anyway...
My head is a little healthier in some aspects. Not so good in others, but i will deal with these later on. And thats assuming i want to. something im unsure about. I shold take down some of my post it notes nest to my laptop. I stick them there and hope that when they fall the problem is solved. Alas is does not seem to be working. Maybe i just need someone to talk to, Someone who is sepparate from everthing. Such a person will be hard to find i think. Maybe it will be a cute boy on a train somewhere...
I can always hope
all it is missing is someone to cuddle
someone to cuddle me
but im greedy to want human contact in this way alot of late
in the last few years i have changed alot. I am happier with cudding in bed. Sleeping next to someone was always hard. and if we were touching it was nigh on impossible. Its easier now and i must admit this is a good thing. I am however a lot bigger on personal space than i was. I am hot as huggy as most of my freinds. There are a rare few that i can relax in the arms of. Its not somehing i really have control over either. I think trust comes into it alot but there is more to it than that, Odd really considering the circles i move in seem very cuddly. With a couple of noticab;e exceptions anyway...
My head is a little healthier in some aspects. Not so good in others, but i will deal with these later on. And thats assuming i want to. something im unsure about. I shold take down some of my post it notes nest to my laptop. I stick them there and hope that when they fall the problem is solved. Alas is does not seem to be working. Maybe i just need someone to talk to, Someone who is sepparate from everthing. Such a person will be hard to find i think. Maybe it will be a cute boy on a train somewhere...
I can always hope