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After a lovely $1000 test my Dr cannot tell me why we lost another baby. Its so frustrating. Such a helpless feeling. He said after my first cycle we can try again if I want.. YES I want.. But why? Without answers why should I try? I am happy to find out that my blood doesn't have antibodies that attack the baby, however that was at least an answer and there was even a fairly simple solution to it.. But thats not MY answer. I am so crushed and I can't even begin to express how to get over this.. I am holding out a brave front for my kids & my husband but I am so bitter inside. I hate being a bitter person. And I simply refuse to complain about it out load..