and i Knew the Silence of the World.
billy corgan knows everything about broken hearts.
he could save the world.
if he didnt love himself so damn much.
i haven't just listened to mellon collie on repeat in like four or five years....this would trouble me. except it just makes me feel so much fucking better about my situation, and life in general. plus now i have cigarettes. and thats just seven minutes of heaven right there.
i might be getting a job on thursday. i really hope so. i need money to distract myself, and buy my medicines, and buy radiohead tickets, and buy my medicines. also hopefully not having endless hours of time with which i do little to nothing, will force me to use what little time i will have productively. right? right!
fitter. happier. more productive.
harder. better. faster. stronger.
love. is. suicide.
i'm going to fail my test tomorrow. extra-awesome.
he could save the world.
if he didnt love himself so damn much.
i haven't just listened to mellon collie on repeat in like four or five years....this would trouble me. except it just makes me feel so much fucking better about my situation, and life in general. plus now i have cigarettes. and thats just seven minutes of heaven right there.
i might be getting a job on thursday. i really hope so. i need money to distract myself, and buy my medicines, and buy radiohead tickets, and buy my medicines. also hopefully not having endless hours of time with which i do little to nothing, will force me to use what little time i will have productively. right? right!
fitter. happier. more productive.
harder. better. faster. stronger.
love. is. suicide.
i'm going to fail my test tomorrow. extra-awesome.