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ok this is ridiculous.
TO ALL OF YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL who think your "friends" are gonna be your "friends" after high school...
you're full of shit.
yes, there will be the occassional one or two friends that either go on to the same college as you
or you just happen so see when you go home,
but otherwise, you realize that those people aren't your real friends.
i'm sitting here looking at some people's livejournal friends and i laugh.
because none of them are really your friends. most of them are using you in some way or another
but it wasnt until this year that i acutally realized that.
in highschool you share one commonality with your so-called "friends" and that is a mutual hatred for highschool itself.
but unfortunately that does not constitute a friendship.
i dont know why this is angering me.
im out of highschool (THANK GOD) and this definitely is something that i shoudlnt be giving a shit about.
but maybe it has to do with the fact that i'm really hurt by the fact that a particular person
whom i was so affected by, and who changed my life so much
that i am now majoring in music, which i may never have done if it weren't for him
and who inspired the idea for my tattoo,
does not even consider me a friend.
and to me i was a really good one to him.
and i thought for some stupid reason that we were progressing, that we were getting somewhere...
but its obvious i was wrong
and that hurts.
but honestly thats my problem and no excuse for me to lash out on innocent highschoolers.
so i guess this whole thing was a waste.
TO ALL OF YOU IN HIGH SCHOOL who think your "friends" are gonna be your "friends" after high school...
you're full of shit.
yes, there will be the occassional one or two friends that either go on to the same college as you
or you just happen so see when you go home,
but otherwise, you realize that those people aren't your real friends.
i'm sitting here looking at some people's livejournal friends and i laugh.
because none of them are really your friends. most of them are using you in some way or another
but it wasnt until this year that i acutally realized that.
in highschool you share one commonality with your so-called "friends" and that is a mutual hatred for highschool itself.
but unfortunately that does not constitute a friendship.
i dont know why this is angering me.
im out of highschool (THANK GOD) and this definitely is something that i shoudlnt be giving a shit about.
but maybe it has to do with the fact that i'm really hurt by the fact that a particular person
whom i was so affected by, and who changed my life so much
that i am now majoring in music, which i may never have done if it weren't for him
and who inspired the idea for my tattoo,
does not even consider me a friend.
and to me i was a really good one to him.
and i thought for some stupid reason that we were progressing, that we were getting somewhere...
but its obvious i was wrong
and that hurts.
but honestly thats my problem and no excuse for me to lash out on innocent highschoolers.
so i guess this whole thing was a waste.