and if you're up there you'll perceive that my heart's here upon my sleeve
Please, dear God, just let me get through today. Yesterday I felt better physically than I do today but it was an emotional nightmare, the worst day I've had since my birthday or even Nov. 15th. Today I really don't feel very well and I'm hoping I don't puke on the kids but I have to go back.
Life is extremely unhappy and unpleasant at the moment.