i have nothing to say

[riverfenixrust]

I came to the realization that I will never be a part of camp again. And I don't want to be. Good riddance, and everybody who still believes in it -- you don't know shit. Oh wait a minute -- you probably wasn't treated like a piece of shit like I was. Well, I guess there is nothing left for me. No goodbyes, no tears, no appreciation, and most of all no love. That place taught me one thing when I was young and I know it turned me into a stronger person. But it also taught me another thing, you can't always rely on other people, friends will make big mistakes, friends will hurt you, you can't stay young forever, and you don't always get back what you give. I have a naive hope that this summer there will be something missing without me. A small glance around and people will notice that I'm gone. In all reality no one will probably know the difference. I put my heart and soul into that place. I devoted 9 whole summers of my life there. I have never felt so rejected in my whole entire life, and I've faced plenty of rejection. So exuse my bitterness but if you're going back next year...you can take a hint of how I feel. Fuck Wa-Klo -- rather it should change it's name and then fuck it because it is certainly not the same anymore.

That felt good.

I can't wait for next week, April 29, May 16, and June 7.

I hate this empty feeling, however.