Interviews
I have 2 job interviews. I don't want one, because it's far, and the hours suckass. I want the other because I can walk there, and the hours are nice and reasonable. But the "other" one that's close that I want is the same old shit I've always been doing - customer service with a specialty in food service.
Quite frankly, even though I say/said, "Hey, at least it's some money," it still appalls me that I could risk wearing myself out or stressing myself out over something I don't truly want. Not with all my heart. Especially when I will more than likely be told what to do and when to do it. At least with Subamaway, I eventually found some people who would listen to me. Okay, ONE. Jesus. Weird kid, but he's a lot like me, since he looks up to those who had been there longer, and he really was into the whole getting the job done properly. I think I've only met about 4 of those types of people.
I don't get it. Why is it that other people tend to know me better than my own immediate family? And what I want... and need. *sighs*
I'm still unsure of what to wear to these types of job interviews... where things are more casual. Obviously, be more dressed up, yes... but dammit, I want to wear a suit! I want to be getting interviewed for a bank position, or some kind of receptionist position. Not some greasy nasty environment position. I want to be able to fire people for not doing the job properly. And hire people that I believe are good. Only problem is... how to get them to let you know about their true colors? Most of the time, managers just have to rely upon tattle-tales. That's such BS. Blarg.
Classes up here are expensive as a mofo. 3 times the amount Californians are paying at SWC.
*sighs heavily* Yeah. Right now, I'm in a tough position. It sucks.
Quite frankly, even though I say/said, "Hey, at least it's some money," it still appalls me that I could risk wearing myself out or stressing myself out over something I don't truly want. Not with all my heart. Especially when I will more than likely be told what to do and when to do it. At least with Subamaway, I eventually found some people who would listen to me. Okay, ONE. Jesus. Weird kid, but he's a lot like me, since he looks up to those who had been there longer, and he really was into the whole getting the job done properly. I think I've only met about 4 of those types of people.
I don't get it. Why is it that other people tend to know me better than my own immediate family? And what I want... and need. *sighs*
I'm still unsure of what to wear to these types of job interviews... where things are more casual. Obviously, be more dressed up, yes... but dammit, I want to wear a suit! I want to be getting interviewed for a bank position, or some kind of receptionist position. Not some greasy nasty environment position. I want to be able to fire people for not doing the job properly. And hire people that I believe are good. Only problem is... how to get them to let you know about their true colors? Most of the time, managers just have to rely upon tattle-tales. That's such BS. Blarg.
Classes up here are expensive as a mofo. 3 times the amount Californians are paying at SWC.
*sighs heavily* Yeah. Right now, I'm in a tough position. It sucks.