For my sanity, let me be wrong...

[river_of_blood]

Have you ever had a thought pop into your head that was so upsetting that you simply just pushed it to the furthest reaches of your mind and tried convincing yourself, "No, that simply can't be...I'm making something out of nothing"? Well, how about having that thought come back to haunt you and this time maybe you think it's not that far from the truth after all...after you've had time to let the pieces fall into place?

Yeah well, I'm doing that right now...it makes me ill thinking about it... I really hope I'm wrong.