Feb 19, 2006 14:04
It's really, truly incredible how some situations can just overflow you with emotion. I went home this weekend in order to be able to watch Beauty and the Beast, the high school musical for the year. And the flood of memories and emotion it brought forth are just indescribable. I wished (and still do) so badly that I were back there, and it just reminded me of people, and places, and things I used to do, and it hurt. I really do think I might transfer to Mount Union...maybe Dustin was right, and he did the smart thing...I think the only thing that's keeping me here is Mike, because then I get to see him whenever he comes home for a bit, whereas if I went to Mount, I'd live at home, and hardly EVER see him...not that I see him enough as it is...but anyway. I miss my family so much, I miss my high school, I miss having been in the play...which by the way was INCREDIBLE. I mean, they were amazing, the set was gorgeous, the costumes were wonderful, the music was great, and the singers...well, even I was shocked, and I KNOW the talent. The guy that played Gaston reminded me so much of my exboyfriend Ben that it wasn't even funny, and so I started to miss Ben as well (which I'm sure that calling him Thursday night didn't do a whole lot for that either.)
Anyway, I'm gonna go finish up some homework and stuff, and then...well, who knows? Maybe I'll take a walk. Maybe it's too cold. Oh, well, I guess I'll see what happens.
There's no place like home, there's no place like home, there's no place like home...