9 ~ Shirobara no ira [Recorded, accidentally]
[There's someone humming, very, VERY out of tune over the journals]
[This is followed by a disjointed, one-sided conversation with... God only knows what.]
B-but what if ah don't wanna have the de-...
[And she stops in mid-sentence]
... tective! The detective if I don't wanna have 'im go in there with the killer! What if he just wants to s-... ssstaay outside cuz he's got a girlfriend and she's like...
[Another complete loss of train of thought]
I dun- dunno. Maybe if like...
[A pause, and her tone goes quieter:]
Oi! Oi! But what if somewhere along the line of--
[A third breakdown of the train of thought, followed by what sounds suspiciously like a hiccuping sob]
I-... I dunno wha - whatta write anymore.
[Finally, in Japanese:]
I... can't... save... save them all.
[OOC: If you couldn't tell, she's plastered so badly you might as well call her drywall; comment responses will be as random and disjointed as the entry itself. Why is she drunk? She's trying SO BADLY not to get sucked into everyone else's down mood; because with Sei that can become dangerous.]
[This is followed by a disjointed, one-sided conversation with... God only knows what.]
B-but what if ah don't wanna have the de-...
[And she stops in mid-sentence]
... tective! The detective if I don't wanna have 'im go in there with the killer! What if he just wants to s-... ssstaay outside cuz he's got a girlfriend and she's like...
[Another complete loss of train of thought]
I dun- dunno. Maybe if like...
[A pause, and her tone goes quieter:]
Oi! Oi! But what if somewhere along the line of--
[A third breakdown of the train of thought, followed by what sounds suspiciously like a hiccuping sob]
I-... I dunno wha - whatta write anymore.
[Finally, in Japanese:]
I... can't... save... save them all.
[OOC: If you couldn't tell, she's plastered so badly you might as well call her drywall; comment responses will be as random and disjointed as the entry itself. Why is she drunk? She's trying SO BADLY not to get sucked into everyone else's down mood; because with Sei that can become dangerous.]