Yayness!
So, today we hosted our IDA show, which was incredibly stressful and not organized. I don't think we've ever had a show that poorly organized. There were no actual assignments... just people randomly grabbing, tacking up, holding, and untacking horses as needed. Which made it hard to be where you were supposed to be when you were supposed to be there. But, overall, we had fun. AND, I placed second in my division with a 68%. The same girl that beat me a VI beat me again, scoring a 70%. Grace told me she apparently won at nationals last year though, so I don't feel quite so bad about continuously losing to her. On top of that, my team took first. Which was awesome. We hadn't been calculating scores, so we had no idea where we were placed, so we were really shocked when they called us for first. Jackie and Lauren were pretty happy, I think we actually have a shot at nationals this year. I mean, VI will go, obviously. VI always goes. But, we might be able to grab that second spot this time. We were close last year, and we barely won anything. Actually, I don't think we did win anything last year. So this year, now that we're actually doing well... this could be pretty awesome. And I have a chance on my own too, of qualifying as an individual. Not a great chance, mind you, but a chance none the less. At the moment I have... 14 points I think. Which is pretty cool. I think last year I had a total of maybe 4. Maybe. So it's kind of fun to be doing well this year.
I'm going to the beach tomorrow. It'll be good for us to get away. We need some time to... not be here. As much as I love it here. We need to be not here for a little while.
Sean is here to visit this weekend. Talk about timing. He picks the weekend that I'm almost never going to be here. I got to see him for a little while tonight. We went for a short walk, but my knee has been bothering me, so we didn't walk for very long. Which is kind of sad. I really was hoping to get to actually spend time with him. But I guess that's what happens.
I wish things in my head would just settle down sometimes. Though, they have been good lately, letting me actually get things done, leaving me somewhat alone, but in some ways, that's almost worse. I don't know.
My knee better feel better by wednesday. I'm going dancing, dang it.
Am I a bad person? I know how you're going to answer that, but if you knew what was going on in my head, not that you will, because I can't tell you, it'll hurt you too much, then you wouldn't think that.
I'm definitly not the same person, that's for sure.
I'm going to the beach tomorrow. It'll be good for us to get away. We need some time to... not be here. As much as I love it here. We need to be not here for a little while.
Sean is here to visit this weekend. Talk about timing. He picks the weekend that I'm almost never going to be here. I got to see him for a little while tonight. We went for a short walk, but my knee has been bothering me, so we didn't walk for very long. Which is kind of sad. I really was hoping to get to actually spend time with him. But I guess that's what happens.
I wish things in my head would just settle down sometimes. Though, they have been good lately, letting me actually get things done, leaving me somewhat alone, but in some ways, that's almost worse. I don't know.
My knee better feel better by wednesday. I'm going dancing, dang it.
Am I a bad person? I know how you're going to answer that, but if you knew what was going on in my head, not that you will, because I can't tell you, it'll hurt you too much, then you wouldn't think that.
I'm definitly not the same person, that's for sure.