Getting Some Things Off My Chest
Today is a day for me to stay inside. My luck is running very, very thin. On my drive back to school today, someone decided to slam on their brakes on the Baltimore Beltway. Sure, I was speeding, which is typical, however, it is not typical for someone to come to a complete stop while in the left lane of the beltway. Needless to say, I almost rear-ended this van of people. Had there not been the median lane for me to pull over in, I would've hit the damn thing at about 50MPH. Lucky me. Then, while out acquiring lunch with Steve, we go to leave the Superfresh parking lot, down where the movie theater is, BUT there is this 18-wheeler truck who thinks he owns the road (because they all do) who comes flying out from beind the row of shops from the back parking lot to load the one store. I'm not against tractor-trailers, I am against the drivers of these things who think they don't have to abide by typical traffic laws and do not have to use caution when driving in confined areas, especially ones where they are hidden! Luckily, I got to stop before he took the front part of my car off...
Anyway, today is Monday. This means today sucks. Don't ask, it just does. I have completed my thesis; the third copy is printing as I type. YAY Finally! I also went to a meeting today that was required for my Student Loans. Gravy, I got to find out just how much money I owe them back for my college education. I hope it was worth it! Another note, I got a test back. I thought I did much better on it, I got an 86%. Not bad, but not as good as the first exam. It wouldn't be so bad if I were failing my other class, my math 270 course. To not get a minor in computer science would be upsetting, but am I really caring...No, I'm not. It really would've been nice to let me go on the damn field trip for art, since I have a class assignment for that field trip. Gee, when I talked to that professor before, he seemed to willing to let me go, but then with a simple email, not so much. "I have the responsibility to urge you to make the correct choices..." blah blah blah. Let me go to the Philadelphia Museum of Art. I've never been. So upsetting. What's really bad though is that I am failing that course and I don't care about changing that. Not one bit.
I just wanted to take a brief moment to say a few things concerning my relationship with Mark as well. I love you. I'm glad you came back from Spain in one, alive piece. Happy 8-Month Anniversary and I look forward to the 9th. You're so cute! =) I can't wait until Friday, as that is the day I get to hug you and hold you again. I also can't wait until your birthday, and then you get to be old like me at 21!
I really wish money grew on trees, because then I wouldn't be so stressed out about my bills, and now this incredible student loan business that I'm going to have to repay in 6 months. UGH - $17,000+ didn't sound like a lot when I started this education thing...what the hell have I done?! That's like, a new car, and not a really nice one either. Speaking of new cars, I'm going to have to find a new job that allows me to purchase a new car because my poor little Acura isn't taking the hits as well as it used to...I get this feeling when I ride in it, kinda like in cartoons when the doors would fall to the sides and the engine would just stop. It's great...*frowns*
In regards to the subject line, there are a couple of things (Betty and Jill) that I would really like to have smaller right now. A reduction would be the perfect graduation gift, if anyone is interested in giving me that for a gift, I'll gladly take it. There is a girl here who got implants for a High School graduation gift, why can't I get a reduction?! Besides, reduction is better for my health...
To the friend who is confused. You're even more confused for passing up opportunities. They won't always come your way, and if you miss it, then you're out of luck.
"She dreams in color
She dreams in red
Can't find a better man..."
-Pearl Jam, Betterman
"From this moment on I know
Exactly where my life will go
Seems that all I really was doing
Was waiting for love
Don't need to be afraid
No need to be afraid
It's real love, it's real
Yes it's real love, it's real
Thought I'd been in love before
But in my heart, I wanted more
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you
Don't need to be alone
Don't need to be alone
It's real love, it's real
It's real love, it's real
Yes it's real love, it's real"
-The Beatles, Real Love
Anyway, today is Monday. This means today sucks. Don't ask, it just does. I have completed my thesis; the third copy is printing as I type. YAY Finally! I also went to a meeting today that was required for my Student Loans. Gravy, I got to find out just how much money I owe them back for my college education. I hope it was worth it! Another note, I got a test back. I thought I did much better on it, I got an 86%. Not bad, but not as good as the first exam. It wouldn't be so bad if I were failing my other class, my math 270 course. To not get a minor in computer science would be upsetting, but am I really caring...No, I'm not. It really would've been nice to let me go on the damn field trip for art, since I have a class assignment for that field trip. Gee, when I talked to that professor before, he seemed to willing to let me go, but then with a simple email, not so much. "I have the responsibility to urge you to make the correct choices..." blah blah blah. Let me go to the Philadelphia Museum of Art. I've never been. So upsetting. What's really bad though is that I am failing that course and I don't care about changing that. Not one bit.
I just wanted to take a brief moment to say a few things concerning my relationship with Mark as well. I love you. I'm glad you came back from Spain in one, alive piece. Happy 8-Month Anniversary and I look forward to the 9th. You're so cute! =) I can't wait until Friday, as that is the day I get to hug you and hold you again. I also can't wait until your birthday, and then you get to be old like me at 21!
I really wish money grew on trees, because then I wouldn't be so stressed out about my bills, and now this incredible student loan business that I'm going to have to repay in 6 months. UGH - $17,000+ didn't sound like a lot when I started this education thing...what the hell have I done?! That's like, a new car, and not a really nice one either. Speaking of new cars, I'm going to have to find a new job that allows me to purchase a new car because my poor little Acura isn't taking the hits as well as it used to...I get this feeling when I ride in it, kinda like in cartoons when the doors would fall to the sides and the engine would just stop. It's great...*frowns*
In regards to the subject line, there are a couple of things (Betty and Jill) that I would really like to have smaller right now. A reduction would be the perfect graduation gift, if anyone is interested in giving me that for a gift, I'll gladly take it. There is a girl here who got implants for a High School graduation gift, why can't I get a reduction?! Besides, reduction is better for my health...
To the friend who is confused. You're even more confused for passing up opportunities. They won't always come your way, and if you miss it, then you're out of luck.
"She dreams in color
She dreams in red
Can't find a better man..."
-Pearl Jam, Betterman
"From this moment on I know
Exactly where my life will go
Seems that all I really was doing
Was waiting for love
Don't need to be afraid
No need to be afraid
It's real love, it's real
Yes it's real love, it's real
Thought I'd been in love before
But in my heart, I wanted more
Seems like all I really was doing
Was waiting for you
Don't need to be alone
Don't need to be alone
It's real love, it's real
It's real love, it's real
Yes it's real love, it's real"
-The Beatles, Real Love