*sigh* Venting!
I really wish there were some things about my life that I can change - first off, not having a job. I'd really like to have a job considering I need the money. I can't even support myself, how pathetic is that. There is no place in Chestertown that will hire someone for like 3 months who doesn't have a good schedule, nor are there many options down here to choose from to begin with. If I were to work fast food, I definitely wouldn't have enough time to write my thesis, or keep up with my work for the classes that I need to keep all my minors. I really hate how our lives depend on some stupid green shit with words and numbers and faces printed on them. Fuck you, market economy. I really hate having someone more rich and someone more poor in the world; everything should be equal. Yeah, yeah, I know what you're thinking -- it depends on what you define as life's "riches," but a "richness" I'd like to have would be to support myself and be able to take care of myself. I hate dependence on some stupid shit like money. And, yes, money is not the most important thing in the world, but if you don't have money, at least in America, how the hell do you expect to obtain food, clothing, shelter...basically meet the basic needs of life! What's the point of living if you can't support yourself, and if money isn't that important, why the hell do we need it to live? Just some random thoughts on this, because, if this truly is America, why can't people understand that not everyone is the same, not everyone has money or the power to obtain it as easily as others.
And, what is with the cheapness of my fucking campus? Every place you step is a sheet of ice, which became known to me today when I fell on my shin, and now I have a lump the size of a grapefruit on my leg. Nice. Can you guess that today was a shitty day? Not to mention, it's only Tuesday...
Next thing, on a lighter note, I actually had a chance to have lunch with Sam and talk about the old times, when the house used to be Shia, Hanh, and Sam. I miss those guys. Also, I miss my Mark... :( Could've used lots of hugs today, and I know you could too [poor Molly].
Anyway, I really don't want to discuss anything else at this moment, but this ranting of mine is actually helping. G'night.
And, what is with the cheapness of my fucking campus? Every place you step is a sheet of ice, which became known to me today when I fell on my shin, and now I have a lump the size of a grapefruit on my leg. Nice. Can you guess that today was a shitty day? Not to mention, it's only Tuesday...
Next thing, on a lighter note, I actually had a chance to have lunch with Sam and talk about the old times, when the house used to be Shia, Hanh, and Sam. I miss those guys. Also, I miss my Mark... :( Could've used lots of hugs today, and I know you could too [poor Molly].
Anyway, I really don't want to discuss anything else at this moment, but this ranting of mine is actually helping. G'night.