Wishes Really Do Come True
So, I have decided it's about time to update my journal -- because I know so many of you out there have been sitting on the edge of your seat, waiting for something new to happen in my life, but to be honest, so was I...until I met Mark. Mark is the most wonderful, decent, caring, loving, sweet, smart, funny, sexy, and cute guy in the world, not to mention he loves me, he's good to me, and he's, most importantly, MINE! *grins* Granted, he and I have our ups and downs like all couples do, but we have this knack for working things out before they become major issues.
He took me on Saturday to see the second Bridget Jones, and quite honestly, I was disappointed. Not in him, but in the movie, since I already knew what was going to happen from the previews. I hate that. Furthermore, the plot just seemed to drag in the middle, good thing I had Mark there to entertain me when things got boring. Earlier that Saturday, I decided to do the unthinkable, and that is, participate in a school activity *GASPS* Aren't you proud that I got involved in something?! I volunteered to help with the ACM Contest with Michelle, and we got cool stuff, like a T-shirt and an awesome CD case, as well as a lunch and free refreshments. Good times.
School is rough, what can I say? I knew Senior year would be tough, but I didn't think it would be this bad -- and retaking abstract? What the hell was I thinking? I guess I wasn't... I can't wait to see those crazy friends of mine that left during Christmas break, Zina and Autumn. I miss them a lot, especially when it comes to watching the Swan and the Princess Bride. Oh well, good thing we still get to see one another and keep in touch -- hope you guys aren't too stressed. I'm also really glad that I have become closer to some other people down here -- Julia, Michelle, and Kicki once again, given our chance to bond on Friday, man that was a wild time! THANKS FOR THE FUN, KICKI! *sly grin* [only because I know what we did, and you don't, and amazingly, I remember].
Now, for the depressing stuff. Matty's Mom. I can't believe it was already a year ago. Makes you wonder how fast time really does go when you're older, and it's really odd how precious life becomes when you're older. It is important to make sure the ones you love know it.
Back to thoughts on Mark. Scary thoughts because I may have found the one that I am meant to spend the rest of my life with, and I have much more faith in this relationship than I have ever had in all of my previous ones combined. There is something very special and different about him, that makes me excited about my future with him, instead of scared. I don't want to get my hopes up though, because every time I do, in the past, I would always get hurt. But, that's what's so great about Mark, he does everything in his power to prevent me from getting hurt, and when he does hurt me, or I am hurt, he does everything in his power to make it right. That, my friends, is love. Wish I could say that it's just as easy for me to do the same, or return the favor. I don't know why I can't be wonderful with him yet, but I guess that's just me trying to get rid of the past, and it will go away in time. I love my Mark, more and more everyday, and the things that I would say about him would make any girl jealous. He exceeds my expectations, and is the perfect boyfriend for me. He's better than I could have ever asked for! =) [If you guys only knew **how** he makes me happy...Let's just say I'm glad my happiness is "in his hands"...*dirty thoughts*]
I love you Mark, and some day, I will show you just how much! Thanks for the best 3 months of my life...I hope that you're always the one making my life mean something *kisses*
"Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart."
-- The Scientist, Coldplay
He took me on Saturday to see the second Bridget Jones, and quite honestly, I was disappointed. Not in him, but in the movie, since I already knew what was going to happen from the previews. I hate that. Furthermore, the plot just seemed to drag in the middle, good thing I had Mark there to entertain me when things got boring. Earlier that Saturday, I decided to do the unthinkable, and that is, participate in a school activity *GASPS* Aren't you proud that I got involved in something?! I volunteered to help with the ACM Contest with Michelle, and we got cool stuff, like a T-shirt and an awesome CD case, as well as a lunch and free refreshments. Good times.
School is rough, what can I say? I knew Senior year would be tough, but I didn't think it would be this bad -- and retaking abstract? What the hell was I thinking? I guess I wasn't... I can't wait to see those crazy friends of mine that left during Christmas break, Zina and Autumn. I miss them a lot, especially when it comes to watching the Swan and the Princess Bride. Oh well, good thing we still get to see one another and keep in touch -- hope you guys aren't too stressed. I'm also really glad that I have become closer to some other people down here -- Julia, Michelle, and Kicki once again, given our chance to bond on Friday, man that was a wild time! THANKS FOR THE FUN, KICKI! *sly grin* [only because I know what we did, and you don't, and amazingly, I remember].
Now, for the depressing stuff. Matty's Mom. I can't believe it was already a year ago. Makes you wonder how fast time really does go when you're older, and it's really odd how precious life becomes when you're older. It is important to make sure the ones you love know it.
Back to thoughts on Mark. Scary thoughts because I may have found the one that I am meant to spend the rest of my life with, and I have much more faith in this relationship than I have ever had in all of my previous ones combined. There is something very special and different about him, that makes me excited about my future with him, instead of scared. I don't want to get my hopes up though, because every time I do, in the past, I would always get hurt. But, that's what's so great about Mark, he does everything in his power to prevent me from getting hurt, and when he does hurt me, or I am hurt, he does everything in his power to make it right. That, my friends, is love. Wish I could say that it's just as easy for me to do the same, or return the favor. I don't know why I can't be wonderful with him yet, but I guess that's just me trying to get rid of the past, and it will go away in time. I love my Mark, more and more everyday, and the things that I would say about him would make any girl jealous. He exceeds my expectations, and is the perfect boyfriend for me. He's better than I could have ever asked for! =) [If you guys only knew **how** he makes me happy...Let's just say I'm glad my happiness is "in his hands"...*dirty thoughts*]
I love you Mark, and some day, I will show you just how much! Thanks for the best 3 months of my life...I hope that you're always the one making my life mean something *kisses*
"Come up to meet you,
Tell you I'm sorry,
You don't know how lovely you are.
I had to find you,
Tell you I need you,
Tell you I set you apart."
-- The Scientist, Coldplay