Continuation on Love Stinks!
OK. Why is it that every year on Valentine's Day I get shafted?! (As Patrick would say, you wish you got shafted...). Seriously though, every time there has been a Valentine's Day, I've either had no one (or Lou, which is the same), or I've started a relationship again. I hate to be alone on that day. What is the point of it anyway? Obviously it's only to sell things...stupid little bears, candy, flowers, ALL F***ING THINGS I WISH FOR (but no one *SPECIAL* to give them to me *sigh*). Today was quite the awful day -- waking up with 4 minutes to get to class, sick, and a test. UGH. Not to mention that the homework and other stuff didn't stop until 10P.
This past weekend was quite fun. Went home for the first time since I've come back to WAC, but I didn't really spend much time at home, as I spent the night @ a friend's house both Friday and Saturday night. A good friend of mine found love, and another good friend of mine just lost it. **HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT**
*But I am le tired* (http://www.ebaumsworld.com/endofworld.html) of waiting for love. There is someone in particular that I really do like, but I really don't expect him to like me back given certain circumstances and recent occurences. However, that doesn't mean that I can't seduce him while he's trashed...I mean...It's good to have friends though. As Matty said "Girls come and go, but friends are forever." That's my intent, at least, when I am friends with someone. This could be why I have a hard time becoming friends with someone after love. But, once you have entered my life, you are forever a part of it, no matter how long you choose to stay involved.
I hate being seen as someone who is just good at a friendship, but not for love. Why do I always seem to be second on everyone's list? If on it at all? *Knight in shinning armor*...please...there isn't one for me...
This past weekend was quite fun. Went home for the first time since I've come back to WAC, but I didn't really spend much time at home, as I spent the night @ a friend's house both Friday and Saturday night. A good friend of mine found love, and another good friend of mine just lost it. **HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT**
*But I am le tired* (http://www.ebaumsworld.com/endofworld.html) of waiting for love. There is someone in particular that I really do like, but I really don't expect him to like me back given certain circumstances and recent occurences. However, that doesn't mean that I can't seduce him while he's trashed...I mean...It's good to have friends though. As Matty said "Girls come and go, but friends are forever." That's my intent, at least, when I am friends with someone. This could be why I have a hard time becoming friends with someone after love. But, once you have entered my life, you are forever a part of it, no matter how long you choose to stay involved.
I hate being seen as someone who is just good at a friendship, but not for love. Why do I always seem to be second on everyone's list? If on it at all? *Knight in shinning armor*...please...there isn't one for me...