10.28.12 -- More feelings

Oct 28, 2012 22:56

My head feels so messed up right now, one feeling and another just piling up like blocks.
My stomach is in knots and all I can think about is him, and it hurts so much,
I get warm in the face and want to see his photos and posts, but I force myself not to look. I don't want more pain right now. Later perhaps, but not right now.
I love someone so much, and it hurts to be apart, but also when we're together because our time is usually so short.
I've given him my heart pretty much, but it feels as though for now, this is one-sided, not that I don't mind that, we both need time.

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I'm watching the Sekaiichi OVA's.
OMG Masamune has a kitty!! /flails it's so cute!!!
The relationship between Ritsu and Masamune, even before he had to change his name to Takano, was really cute. That's how....I kinda feel.

personal, ritzykun, feelings, life, love

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