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Had DI tonight. Extremely funny. Fan-fucking-tastic. I realized tonight what a great group of friends I have, and how screwed I'm going to be without them. I mean, I can make new ones, but this is the group of people who my house will always be open to (even if, at the time, house = 1 bedroom apartment), even 15 years from now. I am so lucky, and for the none of them that read this, I love you, in the most platonic way possible. You provide me refuge from my family when I need it, and laughter in the darkest of times. I don't know how I would have recovered after John if I hadn't gone to DI that night and had everyone make me laugh. It took physical force, but it helped. I still ended the night sad, but I heard laughter when I needed to. I know I depend on you for a lot, and I don't think even I know how much I appreciate it. And for those of you online, your help is invaluable as well. I know I don't really know any of you per say, but you're still willing to listen to my mindless prattle, down to the most insignificant, or possibly even annoying thing I might say.
And I thank you. You are my family. And I just want to let you know that I will feel indebted to you for the rest of my life. Unless you royally screw me over. =P
Okay, emotional, unplanned friendship rant thing over. I could say more, but I doubt it would be interesting. And even if you think you may not be counted in the group I just addressed, if you are reading this journal, you probably are. I get attached to people far quicker than is healthy (which has caused some problems), but that's how I am. I suppose I feel it's the least I can do to pay you back. Or something.
Blargh! Emotions! Naw, they're not all that bad. Other than that, I have the worst work schedule this week. I worked Sunday, and I'm now supposed to work tomorrow, but the 50day break between the two reminded me of what it's like to not have a job... and I loved it.... *sigh* I wish I could just not work on weekends or something.
And I thank you. You are my family. And I just want to let you know that I will feel indebted to you for the rest of my life. Unless you royally screw me over. =P
Okay, emotional, unplanned friendship rant thing over. I could say more, but I doubt it would be interesting. And even if you think you may not be counted in the group I just addressed, if you are reading this journal, you probably are. I get attached to people far quicker than is healthy (which has caused some problems), but that's how I am. I suppose I feel it's the least I can do to pay you back. Or something.
Blargh! Emotions! Naw, they're not all that bad. Other than that, I have the worst work schedule this week. I worked Sunday, and I'm now supposed to work tomorrow, but the 50day break between the two reminded me of what it's like to not have a job... and I loved it.... *sigh* I wish I could just not work on weekends or something.