I can't decide whether or not to go to Jen's funeral
I guess I explained my interaction with her well enough in my last post. What has me confounded is whether or not I should go to her funeral. I'd kind of like to, as she was once sort of a part of my family of friends. I especially would like to be there for the sense of community with those friends-- I'd like to be there to give them my support. On the other hand, I wonder if people would think it was weird of me to show up since she and I were not friends ourselves. We never really got beyond acquaintances at the best of times, but so many people who will be there are people I feel very close to. My best girlfriend yatzabella went to high school with her, and was a part of the same group of "kids" who joined our crowd all together, and I know she wants to go to the service together. I'm just not sure I'd feel welcome, but maybe that's not important.