oh, for fuck's sake.
you know what? I HATE THIS. i hate the fact that i feel my life can be defined by a single line of a coldplay song (everything i do, it just comes undone), i hate the fact i can't get inside your head.
i hate the fact i now get it when it goes, "when you get what you want but not what you need."
look, i know i'm insanely crazy, but i get like that for a reason.
it's like we said, bambi; life has on a hook and everytime we get a bite of something good, it turns out to have a hook waiting to bring you back to reality.
like, WAKE UP. NOTHING WILL WORK OUT FOR YOU.
and i'm hopeless and confused and scared because i don't know what the fuck i'm doing with myself. i have no goals, no dreams, no ambitions and i just feel so goddamn alone.
i'm eighteen.
there's no safety anywhere anymore.
i hate the fact i now get it when it goes, "when you get what you want but not what you need."
look, i know i'm insanely crazy, but i get like that for a reason.
it's like we said, bambi; life has on a hook and everytime we get a bite of something good, it turns out to have a hook waiting to bring you back to reality.
like, WAKE UP. NOTHING WILL WORK OUT FOR YOU.
and i'm hopeless and confused and scared because i don't know what the fuck i'm doing with myself. i have no goals, no dreams, no ambitions and i just feel so goddamn alone.
i'm eighteen.
there's no safety anywhere anymore.