Morning...
It's morning again and I wish I hadn't woke up yet. I realized last night when I got home that I was such a jerk to Tim Yesterday. It breaks my heart to think I was a bitch to him. Just because I didn't want him to go on that stupid trip. I should've realized that I was just being a stupid worried idiot. I don't trust her really but I do trust him. I know he'd never hurt me. I don't understand why I didn't just keep my damn mouth shut and let him go. I knew good and damn well that he needed to go to see Mike and I knew as well that he didn't get to go last time and I should've just kept it to myself. I let my brain get the best of me. I let me talk myself into thinking that something would ACTUALLY happen with jen but I give up! From now on I swear I'll just keep it to myself and let him do what he wants. We're not married and he doesn't have to do anything I ask him to. I'm going back to bed.