Random Thoughts January 19, 2006
Where is the line drawn between friend an acquaintance, and where is the line drawn between acquaintance and potential annoying social situation and can you be more than one of those things to any given person at any given time?
Everybody screens but if somebody screens and calls the people they screen friends is that an act of hypocrisy?
People give justifications for everything they do but i think the negative stuff needs more justification than vague summaries of thought?
Selfishness is a sin i am a sinner and you are a sinner.
If you love someone you should be with them and stop being a liar.
If you claim you feel a certain way about someone people should ALWAYS have to prove it, i have had my fucking fill with uncertainty.
Do i actually enjoy sex or is sex filling a void in my life?
Was telling someone that i care about them, even if a little, enough to shake them into fear and not want to see me?
Should i slow down? If i were to slow the speed at which i experience things would i really gather more from the experiences i have or just be bored with the lack of DIFFERENT experiences?
Do i have an intimidating personality?
I dont actually make concieous attempts to hog the spotlight. Why do i always allow myself to seem that way?
I think i need to calm down. I dont think there is a reason for me to be stressed...why am i stressed. Im doing really fucking well.
Earlier today i was feeling pissed off. My parents told me i should change myself, i told them i like myself. They yelled at me. I was yelled at today for saying i like myself.
When does a person become statisticly unnatainable, physicly, romanticly or otherwise? How do you identify and isolate those people.
Everybody screens but if somebody screens and calls the people they screen friends is that an act of hypocrisy?
People give justifications for everything they do but i think the negative stuff needs more justification than vague summaries of thought?
Selfishness is a sin i am a sinner and you are a sinner.
If you love someone you should be with them and stop being a liar.
If you claim you feel a certain way about someone people should ALWAYS have to prove it, i have had my fucking fill with uncertainty.
Do i actually enjoy sex or is sex filling a void in my life?
Was telling someone that i care about them, even if a little, enough to shake them into fear and not want to see me?
Should i slow down? If i were to slow the speed at which i experience things would i really gather more from the experiences i have or just be bored with the lack of DIFFERENT experiences?
Do i have an intimidating personality?
I dont actually make concieous attempts to hog the spotlight. Why do i always allow myself to seem that way?
I think i need to calm down. I dont think there is a reason for me to be stressed...why am i stressed. Im doing really fucking well.
Earlier today i was feeling pissed off. My parents told me i should change myself, i told them i like myself. They yelled at me. I was yelled at today for saying i like myself.
When does a person become statisticly unnatainable, physicly, romanticly or otherwise? How do you identify and isolate those people.