Prayer
God, i know i dont pray a lot, but i assure its not because i dont have reason too. Its because i dont believe in you, your just the subject of this internal conversation im having via lj. I hope you dont mind, but i know you wont. Your not real. I've been kinda in a rut recently. Been smoking a lot a lot a lot, and when im not high i get pretty pissed off. Im started to blame the people around me for my more obvious flaws, i think their kinda creating self fufilling prophecies for me to adhere to and truth be told god its pretty fucking lame. almost as lame as that time you didnt save the jews from the nazis, you are supposed to like them right?